(We’ve reached the end of the fifth month of consecutive days writing.  I can feel my mind and spirit changing since January 1st.  It’s, inexplicable.  With all the words I’ve written, it’s still impossible to describe.  I decided to end May with a thought that I sometimes have.  Day 151…)

If I should die tonight, I want you to keep this one thought in mind…

Forgive me for praying to you
Placing you in such a pious position
When you’re as flawed as I.
But should you forgive
Then I broke no commandment
Forgiveness is divine.
Hopefully there’s enough God between you and I.

Remember
Forget
Do what you must to limit tears soaked in my memory
Know that because I love you
I left as blessed as the day before the day I told you
I love you.